I have found something interesting, something I have known, but not fully understood. The elders talk about it. The Deacons point toward it. The world denies it with frothing lips. It remains, however, before every child of God to encounter.
The majority of our walk before Christ Jesus is spent in discovery. We cannot use excuse, before the Holy One, for our disobedience. Yet there are reasons why we falter as we do. Discovering these reasons comes hand in hand with growth toward maturity.
We learn not to blame anyone for our fault. Yet we recognize that the whole of humanity has caused every sin. And in this way, the Lord Jesus teaches us to sacrifice blame for personal responsibility.
But what shall a man do when he understands this as fully as his mind is able? What shall we do when a man finds himself repeating offenses yet finds no one but himself to blame?
Here a man comes face to face with the fullness of the gospel. No longer perceiving as a child. Now he perceives as a man. The fullness of blame rests on the one who has sinned, rests heavily.
From here one can receive the forgiveness of Christ with renewed interest. From here the glory of God takes a prominence in all his thoughts. The man no longer tosses about the subject of blame or innocence. Condemnation becomes exceedingly personal. Here the glory of God rages even brighter to consume his enemies. Here the glory of God’s mercy blazes even brighter within the flame.
I have come to discover: the Glory of Christ Jesus is stronger than our sins. Not only in his teaching, but more so in our learning.
If you continue in the way you will discover this also. It is the crossing of an invisible bridge. And I speak of it so that when you yourself encounter this, there will be memory within you.
It is a difficult place to encounter. For here a man is starkly naked before the Holy One. But having reached the other side of the bridge I can testify, “Even in this he is able to save”.
It may well be you do not understand what I’m saying. But the time for every man will appear. I will try it with one example to express this in understandable terms.
As a man goes to a school of learning, he learns enough to do his trade. But he has yet to enter the workforce and apply it. Often the world will scoff at the little bookworm who seems to know all.
But one day he goes to work and understands why they laughed. He presupposed his importance. And difficulties have proved his knowledge insufficient.
Now he grapples with humility. Now he is faced to join them in their derision of the novice. Yet even while he makes fun of pretense, he is forced to remember that he once also walked in that way.
What comes from this place I do not know. It is not as though these things happen among men. But this has come to me before the Holy One in all its brilliance. Stark and true, it shines a light within my soul to illuminate every possible miscarriage of righteousness.
May understanding come in due time. I enter into this place in full view of those who have gone before me. And I speak of this with the humility that knows others have understood this long before I arrived. And I have to confess the question, “Do I yet understand as I should?
By His Grace