Let it be known, especially to my own flesh, I don’t want peace. Everyone is speaking “Peace, Peace”! Haven’t I learned, yes I have, that where the people gather to celebrate, an abhorrent sound of unholy desire is heard.
I want war. I want to be embroiled in the war against wickedness within me. I want to bring the smell of battle to every person I meet. I want to enter the Holy War which stood active and vibrant when the Holy Son of God walked among us.
I don’t want to forget the demons that plague this unholy world’s unholy people. I don’t want to turn my eyes from the tragedy of neglect, brought on by a useless people. I don’t want to miss a whisper of hatred the world seethes toward the Living God’s Holy Son.
Let all this propel me into the place He desires. Let the Holy Wisdom of God set me ablaze with understanding, according to His Holy Will and purpose. Let the hatred of this place besiege me. Let this excellence in desire cover me; let it not be a momentary lapse, as if a restraint. But let me fall into the slice between heaven and earth that is called “ascending”.
I DON’T WANT PEACE! I WANT GLORY FOR THE SON OF THE LIVING GOD!